I hate the
thing that I’ve become.
Little voice
inside my head
A tiny
hammer pounding, pounding
Darkness
inside me
Calling
I hate the
thing that I’ve become
My failures
glaring
Disturbing
Anger
holding me
At bay
Always
searching, hoping
Lying to
myself
Always
striving for some ridiculous thing
Out of focus
Out of reach
I hate the
thing you’ve twisted me into.
A mangled,
bitter fucking mess
Leave it lay
Leave it on
the floor
Wish I were
as cool as you
As smart and
smugly superior
Wish I had
all the answers
But I don’t
I’m just a
stupid girl
A fool,
trying
An idiot who never makes you happy
The dumb
bitch in the corner
Kat,
ReplyDeleteHe will redeem the "BFM." He will restore what has been lost. He knows you, and that you're not stupid or a fool, just human.
He knows you're worth loving and you're beautiful.
I don't have the words, but this song does.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmUfJtsaqps